In too Deep

Just like a lost soul wandering

through a fog of unknowing

an untrodden path I took

that brought me to you --

here I stand at the crossroads

once more questioning my beliefs

questioning what I feel

against what I know I should shield --

'Coz I'm in too deep

Oh babe, I'm in too deep.

But this love I can't keep

For it burns like hell to feel

but I'm in too deep.

Was it my loneliness that called out

Through a universe of pain?

What a cosmic joke this is, then,

To have met you again!

The heart has its reasons

that have nothing to do with logic;

And impending doom hurtles

with sure certainty to smithereens.

And caught in these horns

of a dilemma that scorns

Lady Logic's calm unconsent

Defying rules of endearment --

Ah, but I'm in too deep

Though it hurts too much to keep

A love that is so wrong

But feels so goddamned right

'Coz I'm in too deep.

Not too jaded still by life

to walk on this insane edge

but the razor sharp hardness

cuts through, with pain in its wake --

Where's my best friend now?

In my hour of need, Lady Reason,

eludes my grasping mind

As devastating as treason --

For I'm in too deep

Oh yes babe, I'm in too deep

Though her counsel I must keep

But Logic can't help me believe

'Coz I'm in too deep.

So I send my uncertain verse

Into some fathomless void

Into your deeply corroded hollowness

Spawning feelings you avoid.

Through a haze of incipient insanity

A lonely shadow flits on a sigh

It flits alone stripped of all belief --

There, without the grace of you, go I.